I always thought when i love someone everything will be fine but no its not. I know everyone can relate on that. Ups and downs will be there in your relationship.
I know i am the kind of person who is sensitive and jealous type of a girl friend. I hate being like that, why, because whenever i feel jealous or i get too sensitive i am the person who is hurt but on the other hand sometimes the person involve doesn’t even know that you are hurt.
I am sensitive yet whenever i get into misunderstanding or argument because of my sensitivity and jealousy still i am the first one to say sorry, because i thought i am being “mababaw” and that i am the one at fault.
I hate being like this. Being sensitive, being jealous. Cause whatever i do, whatever time it is, i feel hurt. Is love really like this? Yeah, i think so. When you love someone be ready to be hurt cause love and pain is connected. And when your hurt you know your in-love.
Ah, the ignorance of youth, thinking you have the answers that define love. Jealousy is the poison that destroys love, the love you have and the love that you give. It is sad to see someone who has so much to give and receive destroy their self worth. Everything that you love is not necessarily good for you. When it hurts so bad that each breath feels like your last and you cannot possibly imagine how you are going to live through it, the sun will come up tomorrow. Even if the other person leaves you for another, your life will go on. Living in fear, what kind of miserable existence is that. Always expect the best, but, be prepared for the worst. Learn to accept what you cannot control. If you do not, you will always be the the one who suffers.