Friends turned to Lovers

In love you’ll experience pain and suffering but after all of it you’ll learn and realize that everything happened for a reason. You’ll recover and move on and then love again.

When me and my ex-boyfriend broke up i told myself that i will stay single for about a year or so and just focus with my work. I actually take some extra works at home so at least it will avoid me from thinking of what just had happened. And i just live my life just like i am born again. I am so open with such things like it might happened and i can’t deny that i was hurt that time but then with the help of my friends and family i overcome it easily which i actually don’t expect.

Now another chapter of my love life just opened to a man who actually had asked me before, well not actually asked, he let me feel the love he’s feeling that time but i ignored it as i just see him only as a friend at that time and other man catches my attention. And so when i am back being single we became close again just like before much closer actually as when i do have a boyfriend i do have limitations on how far i can speak with them about my life and such. Back as close friends or you can tell best friends we enjoyed each others company.

About two weeks before i have to move from my previous work place to the new one, i felt like i will miss a lot. That a lot of things will change and that a lot will be gone. I want my last week to be memorable but then i don’t as on that week we always argue about something. We where like cats and dogs fighting over something that shouldn’t be. And then when i get piss off he told me that he planned to annoy me and for me to get angry. What he didn’t know is that i am starting to be so sensitive with him that every little thing that he do annoyed me. I just don’t know why but then i guess it is because i am denying my real feelings towards him, that i get jealous to the girls she’s hanging around.

I confesses my feelings to our common friend. I am not hoping that his feelings towards me be back. I am a happy person that i even make fun of what i feel. I never thought that he’ll asked me out and that our feelings is mutual. On the 7th of July, we became officially ON. He post something about us on that date on multiply and it was entitled 7/7/7. There he mentioned how he realize his feelings. I was touched when he did this. I find it so sweet.

Anyway, i know this article is a little late but then it is better late than never. Right? Hahaha. Hmmm what else can i say? Thank you to all who showed their happiness and support with this new relationship. And thank you sweetie for always being there even when where only friends. Love you and always take care.