We’re planning to go out swimming but it didn’t happen until last Saturday night till Sunday noon. On the night of Friday while packing my things to bring on our outing I do have mixed emotions, excited, nervous, sad. Why? Well, it is because I am planning to go somewhere else and with that decision I need to accept that I will not be with my friends’ everyday. I know for a fact that things like this happens maybe if I will not be the one to go first someone will but then opportunity knocks and I have to choose and make a decision.
There are a lot of factors that led me to my decision and I wouldn’t mind letting you know all of it but I don’t think some of it will be appropriate to be posted here but one of the factor is my family and I am just being practical for some things that’s why I chose to take this path. I don’t divulged my decision to everyone as there are things we just want to be left unsaid for a while or even forever.
Even with those mixed feelings I had some fun. While I am with them I let myself have some fun and enjoy every moment with my very precious friends. They are among those people whom I trust and love. I felt how important I am to them even sometimes they make some fun of me still I don’t mind it or even I mind it at times I will definitely not get mad.
A friend of mine created a ladies drink that I must say really taste well. Some of the girls drink it while some do not. I must say that after a while the alcohol sinks in and I am a little tipsy and so I stopped and take a rest. A friend told me to go with her at the pool and so we did a little later the feeling of alcohol was gone. And so we talked a lot of things because of the time that we didn’t see each other. From the car to the resort then to the cottage then to the pool and back to the cottage, we talked. Talked a lot (hahaha). We take pictures, we laugh at some things, we sang, we swim (of course…oh well, actually they do swim as I do not know how…hehehe).
We swim until morning at around ten o’clock and then fix ourselves. After a while of rest we decided to climb the mountain at the back of the pool. There’s a stairs going up there but unfortunately due to stress, no sleep, and maybe the ladies drink which gave me some allergies, I take I can’t do it. They say I really can’t as my color changes and that my lips are turning black. I do seat and take a rest hoping that after a while of seating we can continue climbing but one of my friend insist that we don’t go because of my situation and so I felt guilty that because of me others will not continue and so I asked them to continue climbing and we will go down and take a rest. My three friends continue their journey to the mountain and the other four including me goes down. At that time I already accept that I can’t go at the top of it but I am still hoping that I will. The minute we arrive at our cottage I drink water and after a while my color’s coming back according to my friends.
After some time we decided to climb again. I, being sure that I can do it goes with them but a friend of mine take a cup of water with him for me. The four of us climb but sadly halfway to the top a friend of mine was too afraid to move on and so the two of them goes down again while we go on climbing until we reach where our friends at. We take some pictures and watch the scenery at the top of the mountain (not really top of the mountain as we can’t reach it because it’s too dangerous to climb).
Time pass and we need to go home. Some of us go straight home while others stayed especially those who knew about my plan. We ate at McDonalds and have some fun there before we decide to go to the movie house. Unfortunately, the movie we want to watch which is Border Town was schedule more than an hour from that time and so some of us decided to just go home and take some rest while others want to watch but from around four or five who will stay to watch movie only two was left and that includes me of course (hahaha). We watched Pirates of the Caribbean III even were a little sleepy and then eat and goes back home.
I do miss them a lot though I can talk to them through text or call still it is much better being with them always.
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Hi! Tin at sino naman ang kasama mong umakyat sa mountain? naks dalawa lang kayo ang sweet naman. Parang kilala ko na yung kasama mo. Hahaha.