Presentiment

June 14, 2007, Thursday: I woke up early in the morning as i do have an appointment at around 10:30 in the morning. I am to meet someone for a very important matter. I arrived at around ten fifteen on our meeting place (Starbucks – social…hehehe). I wait for him there while sipping on my ordered mocca something (forgot what it is called but it start with an F something like Fi…oh darn i really forgot it) and reading some magazine (Chalk). In that magazine an article just caught my attention which is entitled “Make Heads Turns” by Patrick Balo (not sure about this i’ll change this when i remembered it but for now that’s what i recall. hehe). He mentioned there things for which ladies should do to make some guys attention (not that i need this. yeah right i am too defensive. But really do you think i need this. You feel the breeze. hahaha ). Oh well, that’s not the main subject of this post i might create an article for that later.

Back to my appointment: He called me up as he said he’ll be a little late and that’s fine with me as i don’t have anything to do at that time of day and i am cool reading such magazines. Then, he arrived. He gave me the reason why we met and then talked for a while while drinking our orders and after sometime we said goodbye with each other. I am to meet a friend for us to eat our lunch together. We ate at McDonalds, i ordered burger plus large fries and coke and he ordered chicken steak plus mcfloat and sundae of which he gave to me (yehey, love sundae). We ate while talking, exchanging stories of different things. And at around twelve fifteen (i guess) we said goodbye to each other. He was to go back to his work as his break was finished while i am to go to my office as my schedule for work is from two in the afternoon until ten in the evening. I arrived at Ortigas at around one in the afternoon and so i hang out for a while at SM Megamall, fortunately some of my friends/officemate is also there and so we see each other and decided to go to office together.

I know your asking why is the title “Presentiment” right? You just wait we’ll arrive there (hehehe). Okay, now from my appointment till at SM i am fine. Well, i felt that i am fine that nothings troubling me but then when i sat down in front of my computer, i felt different. I don’t know why but there’s a vague sense that i can’t describe. People told me to relax but then i can’t help myself to worry. I felt different. A feeling of presentiment that i just felt uneasy. A friend told me not to worry and that it is nothing but i can’t just take it off my mind and it made me hard to breathe.

The day hasn’t end just yet fortunately i am a little okay and the vague sense is slightly fading though it is still there hopefully later before i call it a day this feeling will be gone and things will turn up just fine.